The sense of exhaustion is so overpowering; i have feelings of is it really worth it? And then i think of Julia and i warm just a little. This numbness from overworking is really taking its toll. Hate week is in full swing now.
How can we hate one super country and suddenly-within 2 seconds not hate them but hate Eastasia. The party "changed their minds" i suppose. It is the easiest way for me to wrap my head around. But i just don't understand. The peoples' oblivion, passiveness, and state of carelessness enrages me.
i have finally read Goldstein's book that was stealthily handed to me just as O'Brien said it would be. Wow...that's all i can say. Most of the information that was written i had some sense of knowledge but to actually see it on paper makes it that much more despicable. What a lousy place i live in with lousy people and morals.
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