It has finally happened. The moment i have been waiting for, dreaming of for a long time. O'brien contacted me. with his confidence and poise, i have no suspicion in him. I feel i can trust my life with him. I take my soul and put it in his palm. If this ends with the Ministry of Love and death, so be it.
O'brien is a clever man. He alluded to Syme and then complimented me on my newspeak articles. I feel honored because i do spend so much time on those articles but know it is only part of a plan that is brewing. he wants me to come to his home to pick up a new edition of the dictionary. This meeting with O'brien leads down a path that started with my first rebellious thought-down with Big Brother. That day our eyes met, i knew that there was something. Something that down the road could change our society. My goal that i keep in the back of my mind at all moments is the dream where he says " we will meet in the place where there is no darkness." it is still opaque but the darkness i assume to be the corruptness that seems to follow the citizens of Oceania around like a hungry puppy.
At the pit of my stomach is fear. Fear of the unknown. But there exists no fear if i want change. Change is a mystery. We will never know how it
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